| Location | Union City, New Jersey |
| Age | 16 years |
| Cause of Death | Epilepsy |
| Date of Birth | 5/1992 |
| Date of Death | 8/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,646 since 11/08/2008 |
| Creator |
Amanda Nicole Fleites,
August 8,2008
Age: 16
Student
Union City, New Jersey
Had a bother Christian A. Martinez, and leaves behind a little sister Lauren M. Fleites
She passed away in her sleep.
Look to the skies for new stars that twinkle ever so bright those are our Angels.
Growing up Amanda was always happy and full of life until she reached the age of 2 1/2 or 3. She was diagnosed with Autism and Retardation . Later when she was a teen she developed seizures. Even though she was affected with all these things she love to smile and loved to watch her Disney videos and listen to music and she loved to take rides in the car. She love to eat at McDonald and loved her wafer cookies actually she loved all cookies but the wafers were her favorite. My baby loved to dress up as princesses. She had her room decorated in princess. She loved the water whether pool or ocean. She was not afraid of any kind of insect or creature. I think that in another life she must have loved to swim. She could spend all day in the pool and not come out for food or anything. She was an angel sent to do something special and then leave us. My heart aches so very much for her because, I revolved around her. My loss is great and unbearable but, my comfort is that Jesus has her and she no longer has anything wrong and no longer suffers and longer has to take nasty tasting medications with nasty side effects. I know that my family and my son Christian will be looking after her until I join them. When my time comes. It has not hit me but tomorrow 8/12/08 I will be burying another child of mine. Please pray that the almighty Lord receives her in his Loving and Merciful Arms. Good Night, my baby, my princess. Sleep tight and do not let the bed bugs bite. Kisses from your mom and dad and your sister. We love you and you will live forever and ever in our hearts.
I do not know
I do not know if to say Happy Anniversary in heaven. Or should I say It has been a year and I miss you so much!!! My heart still hurts as much as the day I lost you. I know that you are in a better place and that you are having fun and enjoying life. But, this old lady misses you ever so much. I know that I was not worthy of you but I thank Jesus for the years that he gave me with you. Please take care of each other. I hope that your brother is taking care of you. I love you and I miss you even more. But, I will see you when God wills it... Til then I will pray and hope Jesus is enjoying your smile. I miss that beatiful smile. Good night my angel, sweet dreams; don't let the bed bugs bite. Good Night my Princess sweet, sweet dreams.
God's Gift
God Blessed me they day I had my children. He gave me from one extreme to the other. They were all special to me. They are all beautiful and each one of them with their own talent. I miss my son and daughter Amanda but know that I will see them soon. For time to God does not exist. It might be in a blink of an eye were here today and them we are gone. Please love your baby's and let them know how proud you are of them shower them with love and never make them feel unappreciated. I love you baby!
I miss you my princess....
There isn't a day that passes by that I do not think about you and your brother. I miss you both so very much. At night, I cry while everyone sleeps. I remember you and the things we use to do and I miss you so much.
I have stopped doing so many things because we use to do or see together. I am sorry that I am not strong enough to let you go but no mother should have to endure the pain of loosing two children in less than a year. This is something that is just too much for my heart to bear. Happy Anniversary in Heaven my sweet, sweet angel. I love you and miss you always and forever ......xxxxxxooooooo
momma
Today
Today it has been four months since you have passed away. I wish that you were here but; I know that you are in the best place in the world. The only thing is that, we wish you were here.
There doesn't go a day that I do not think about you and your brother. I miss you both so very much. I am sort of in shock but, we got the letter from the coroners office and soon we will know why you are no longer with us. But, in my heart of hearts I know what happened. God loved you so much and he missed you so much that he need you to brighten up his day with that wonderful smile and that contagous laughter.
Nothing will ever make me forget you nor your brother. Ilove you and Miss you even more..... Please check on us from time to time. K.
I Love You,
My Sweet Princess..
Mom
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Missing You
Hello my Princess,
How are you? There does not go a day when I look up at the walls and see your sweet smile. I wish that you were here with us. It is going to be 4 months since you have passed away and it just does not feel real.I have not gone to see your tobm since we put you there. I want to be able to put your picture and the rest so that I could visit you with flowers and toys. I know that you are in a better place but, I will always miss you and remember how precious our lives are. Watch over us and please take care of your brother. I know that your both together. But, if you are not find each other and wait for us. I love you so much and miss you even more.
Keeping you alive in my heart always!
I Love You Princess,
Good Night,
Sleep Tight,
Do not let the bed bugs bite,
Mom
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Missing You
Hola mi amor! Como esta mi princessa? How is my princess? I wish I could see you again. I see your pictures and I can not believe that you are not with me anymore. I remember you and your brother everyday like the air I breath. It has been so very hard without you in my life. When you guys are all that make me want to live. It is so hard. I sleep with your princess comforter to feel you closer but; it is not the same. I want so much to hear you.
I know that you are safe and that Jesus has you in his tender mercy cause you were a beautiful and wonderful little girl who deserved so much. I pray he will continue to take care of you and your brother and that soon we will see each other.
I love you baby! I miss you even more! Always
Love you,
Mom
How is my baby today...
I am sorry that I have not come to visit with you.
At first when you passed away we tried to keep your sister Lauren busy and us too. Then, your father got a job and your sister started school. I was left all alone at home with my thoughts of you and your brother and alot of time on my hands. I have been trying very hard to find employment and still have not found anything. We are in fall and the skies are gray and the tempature goes really low at night and in the morning. I hate that. I am back to my old church with new friends. You aunt Belkis is in the hospital and your uncle Gus is living with us for a change. I am so busy going to the hospital and here at home. Last night when I was taking a friend home after spending the whole day with your aunt in the hospital. I was talking about you and I started to cry cause I miss you so much but, there is so much to be done and when I can be alone it is usually not for long. I wish you were here but, I know that you are way better off where you are cause; everything here on earth is all messed up. But I know that you know all this already. I long for the day when we will be together. But, then only God knows that. I Miss You Mamita! I Love You Very, Very Very Very Much forever and ever. HUGS AND KISSESXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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Love you,
Always and Forever,
Mom, Mami, Momma
Como esta Mi Nina Linda!
Buenos Dias Preciosa,
Como esta mi Angel de Dios. Te estoy extranando tanto. Cada manana al despertar espero hoirte pero no hay nada. Por la tarde cuando es hora de recojer a tu hermana de la escuela mis tardes estan tan vacida. Por la noche cuando estoy haciendo la comida te extrano dar te la merienda y darte la comida. Extrano recojer toda la comida que tirabas en el piso. Desde que te fuiste nada en mi esta igual. Te extranamos tanto mi nina linda.
Yo se que tu esta mejor con el Senor. Pero, te extrano. Dame un poquito de tiempo para que el Senor sane mi herida. Aunque el me sane el dolor de perderte no va a dejar me porque ese dolor no se va hasta que estemos junta.
I love you so much and I miss you even more. If I do not write more often it will be because I started to work. K. It is not because I forgot you.. That will never happen.
Hugs and Kisses from your momma,
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Buenas Noche mi amor,
Sleep tight,
Do not let the bed bugs bite,
Sweet Dreams my Princess
Hey Baby!
I went to church and I felt so good. But when I came home and I feel the loneliness in this house. It is so quiet and I have you all over the house. There are memories and pictures. I feel so much pain. God I miss you so much!I do not know how I am going to do it. I am so sad and I wish that I could crawl in a hole and dissappear. Sometime it feels as though my heart is going to burst. Please Lord Help Me!
I am sorry If I am making you sad but everyone is living their lives as though nothing happened but; I can not live like that. The memories and the pictures and everything it is just so hard. I know that time will heal my heart but meanwhile what am I suppose to do. I love jesus and I know that Jehova had to have suffered as much as I am because his son was beaten almost to death, he was laughted at, stoned, spat on and given vinegar instead of water and he forgave them. I do not blame anyone. I believe she died of her condition. But, what hurts me is that I was not there for her. I did not hold her head and tell her that it was ok and that I was there and it was almost over. Help me baby if you can I need you and your brother and I need Lauren too and I do not want her to suffer. I want her to have a kind of normal life. But, I am so sad without you and your brother. Please take care of each other.
I love you so very, very, very much and then some.
I miss you even more.
momma
Hi Mama!
I have missed you so very much! Oh my God I was not able to log on and write to you. I am so sorry. I wish you could see how well everyone is doing. Chantel is working and lo is doing really good in school and willow is in a daycare. Steve is not doing so hot but he will be better you will see. Your sister is in school and in all honor classes and missing you so much. Dad is working so hard and we always talk about you. Your uncle he is the same and not doing better but you know all this. Oh, My love I know that you are in a better place but this momma is missing you so much and I cry but I keep thinking that you are well and running and having fun with your brother. I keep you and your brother in my prayers even though you are with our father. Jesus.
I love you and Miss you even more. Big Humungouse Kisses and Hugs!
Love You!!
Mami
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